Wow .. Sorry to anybody who actually reads this (Namely no one..) but I know I've been slacking off hardcore lately. I've been suuper stressed out. Between the stupid French speech (That I still haven't written :o ) , and Shawn getting accepted to University (There's the end of that relationship .. Just waiting for that to happen basically (And I hope you guys will be here for me :o( .. ) .. And now I'm thinking about University .. I wanna go to so many .. And I don't know if I can get into what I want .. And today my mom basically quit her job .. Her boss gave her till Monday payed vacation to make up her mind .. But she doesn't think she'll go back .. And That's like my family's whole income .. Things are bad and just waiting to get worse .. And I dunno if I can take it .. I really don't ..