Bad day. I gotta just not freak out. My fish died today :(. He was so cute. And I had to go to the doctor again .. And my friend basically threatened to kill himself .. And I'm so confused .. Guys what am I gonna do with myself. Lately I've just gotten myself so stressed out that all my "diseases" are having flare-ups. I was up for the last two night with acid reflux and stomach pains from stressing myself out so much. I just don't know what I wanna do anymore, or what to believe, or who to listen to .. I need a lot of time to myself to figure all of this out .. and I just don't have the time. Guh. If I'm not in school for a few days don't worry, maybe I'll have everything figured out by the time I get back ..