Wow, lately I haven't been able to control my emotions at all. It's like no matter what I do I'm not feeling how I should. One minute, I'm fine and laughing and carrying on with friends, next I'm having a panic attack! Like today, all afternoon I had a ball with Sam, Carter and Marya, but then after I got out of Sam's car I had like a panic attack. Like right now I'm shaking so hard I can barely breathe. Jesus, I need my meds back, or to be better. That would be nice ..