Alrighty guys, so I think I've finally got my family figured out. Kind of. Here's the deal, the last little while's been pretty good. Every once and a while my mother and I have our little freak outs with each other, and get over it, and everything's good after that. The freak outs come at random, but they're not that bad anymore, and lately at least seem to end with an "I'm sorry" from my mom at the end, so I guess that's a good thing. Seems for now, that as long as no one else's parents knows about me it's ok. She doesn't say anything really bad anymore, no more of this whole "well you're sure you're not straight?" kinda things, now it's just "well as long as no one I know finds out". You know like, as long as no one will ask her about it and there's no way anyone will look down on her for it. She convinced she'd be fired, but I'll let her keep thinking that for now if it'll keep her quiet. At the same time, she doesn't seem to care like she used to. The other day for instance we all know she left me passed out in the computer chair for an hour or so, and she's stopped taking me to the doctors' places, and today she dropped me home after the parish festival and told me she'd be home in a half hour. Well I got really dizzy a little while after and couldn't get up, and I guess I passed out, now this would have been at about 1:30-1:45. I came to at about 6:15 and came downstairs, my mom asked where I was, never even knew I was here! I was passed out for hours and she never even noticed. I guess if I had died up there they would have found me when my mom needed something out of my room? Who knows? Anyways, so I guess the way it goes for now, is yeah, be who you are, we won't stop you, but we won't support you either ..