Lovely, so yesterday was definitely another 5:30 am morning. Add thunder to that, and you know that yesterday, was doomed to be a bad day. I've been up since 5:30 yesterday. I couldn't sleep at all last night, and spent it up all night thinking (which is dangerous) and writing(which is even more dangerous). I don't know what to make of anything anymore guys. I've kind of avoided updating in here the last little while. Sure I've posted meaningless little trinkets of my days, but nothing really personal. Lately, I just feel like I don't fit anywhere in the puzzle of life. I'm like that puzzle piece you find in the box, that you know has to go somewhere, but you just can't imagine where. I just don't get it. Lately, I scare the shit out of myself. Like I don't know what's going on anymore, like I'm on autopilot. There's only one thing I'm really sure of, and well, I can't even talk about it on here, but let's just say, it's the one thing that makes me happy.