Lovely, so the last few days have been interesting. I've spent most of the time at my grandmother's house, which my parents can not find out, because if they do I'll be bitched at non stop until the end of time. I've found out that most of my family is on my side, except for the ones living in my house, and my aunt, however my aunt doesn't dare piss me off because I'm singing in her wedding, so she needs me. She doesn't seem to have any problem bitching to my grandmother about keeping me here, and trying to convince her that my mother is right. So far, my grandmother hasn't bitten, let's just hope it stays that way. I got some interesting news last night, that apparently my mom told her whole office I was an ungrateful little bitch, and just too lazy to get a job, but then she called me last night, totally unexpected, and denied it all. She also tried to feed me some shit about how she loves me and wishes she hadn't had to do what she did, but like I said, it's bullshit and I'm not listening. There's no way I'm going home after what she said, even after I am allowed in. I don't really care what she tries to do. The stuff she said was completely out of line, unnecessary, and had nothing to do with what she was supposedly kicking me out for. I'm not dealing with her anymore. If she wants to hate me and try to make my life miserable, she can do that from somewhere else, not in the comfort of my own home.
So besides staying at my grandmother's, I've spent the last few nights hanging out with Karly. I swear she's a lifesaver these days, helping to keep me sane, and keeping me where my mom won't find me. In fact, my mother thinks I'm still staying there. It can stay that way.
So yeah, I guess the last few days haven't been that bad over all. Yeah, it is rough not being allowed in my house, but it's kind of easier. I really do wish I had a family that loved and accepted me, but I know now that it's definitely impossible. Supposedly, I'm allowed back in after I get a job, but I can't go back. Not with the restrictions she's put on my life. I'm supposedly not allowed to talk to the most important people in my life, and well I'm not dealing with that. Yes, as my mother she had every right to yell at me for something I did, but not to bring anyone else into it, so that's just going to be the end of it.
Oh yes, and tomorrow I have to go to Teletech. Apparently I have to do some testing, which according to my cousin is just finding out if I can type, turn on a computer, do simple stuff. After that, I should start training on Monday. I wouldn't have even known they called me if my brother hadn't bothered to tell me online, and even then he told me off afterwards! At first, he was all upset about me leaving, but now he never wants to see me again. I guess my whole family hates me now .. Oh well ..