Kaitlyn feels like shit. Plain and simple, like shit. This year has been hell guys. I know that hardly anyone's seen me or heard from me well that's because I've been so damn miserable. I'm officially fucked up, I've been going to a counselor and I have to go to a doctor and get some official diagnoses, but I've got, at best, chronic depression. Blah. I give up on school, as hard as I tried I'm still doing horrible, I just hate it. University is not for me. I've applied for Katimavik for next year, hopefully I get in. Here's for hoping. If not, who knows what I'll do. For now, I sit and wait ..