You guys can't imagine how many people have gotten in touch with me to ask if I was ok. I promise you all, I'm fine. Sure I'm not happy about how things ended, but you know what? If he's going to act like this, I never want anything to do with him again. The Paul that I fell for is not the same Paul who had that conversation with me. Everyone is shocked at what he said. His best friends are upset with him, and are supporting me, and even the people who didn't like him never expected this. He was acting off for a few days, but this came as a shocker to everyone. We're all suspicious of something else going on, and we're trying to find out what it is. He knows it too. He's been apologizing left and right for acting off. I'm hoping we can get our Paul back. Am I going to forgive him for what he said? No. There is no excuse, and never will be. Will I be willing to talk to him? Maybe. Depends on what has been going on. He'll never have the trust back that he did before. We'll see what happens. I haven't seen him since the conversation. He had the last two days off of work. Tomorrow he has to come back, and sit right in front of me. We both stand during calls, so we inevitably will have to look each other in the face, should be interesting.

Work is cool. A Charter rep from corporate is in the building listening to our calls, and spying. She likes me though, so it's all cool. I've been doing awesome. I love it. I'm going back to loving my job. Seriously. I'm looking at promotions right now. I hope I get one. I'm applying for the volunteer fire department too. Should be fun, oh and yes, one of the hot ed desk workers at work is the trainer.

I have a date Saturday night. I don't know how that is going to go. He was working at TeleTech with me, left today. He's going back to school soon. It's just a casual thing, but I'm still a bit wary of it. I don't like moving on so fast. Yes I'm furious with Paul, but at the same time I'm worried about him. Oh well.

I guess that's it for now. I know I had something to write about, but I have no idea what it was. Oh well. I'm going to go eat.