Just Some PicsI was clearing off my camera when I came across some pics that hadn't been posted yet. Very unusual for me. So, here I am posting them! I'm pissed though because Facebook is down, so I had to upload them to Photobucket. Blah. I'd been avoiding my Photobucket for a reason - Pics of me and Paul. Oh well. Here you go.
Pics have to be linked to at LJ though, because they don't fit here. So, go to
the LJ and check them out.
Anyways, that's it for tonight guys.
Yes, I'm Okay.You guys can't imagine how many people have gotten in touch with me to ask if I was ok. I promise you all, I'm fine. Sure I'm not happy about how things ended, but you know what? If he's going to act like this, I never want anything to do with him again. The Paul that I fell for is not the same Paul who had that conversation with me. Everyone is shocked at what he said. His best friends are upset with him, and are supporting me, and even the people who didn't like him never expected this. He was acting off for a few days, but this came as a shocker to everyone. We're all suspicious of something else going on, and we're trying to find out what it is. He knows it too. He's been apologizing left and right for acting off. I'm hoping we can get our Paul back. Am I going to forgive him for what he said? No. There is no excuse, and never will be. Will I be willing to talk to him? Maybe. Depends on what has been going on. He'll never have the trust back that he did before. We'll see what happens. I haven't seen him since the conversation. He had the last two days off of work. Tomorrow he has to come back, and sit right in front of me. We both stand during calls, so we inevitably will have to look each other in the face, should be interesting.
Work is cool. A Charter rep from corporate is in the building listening to our calls, and spying. She likes me though, so it's all cool. I've been doing awesome. I love it. I'm going back to loving my job. Seriously. I'm looking at promotions right now. I hope I get one. I'm applying for the volunteer fire department too. Should be fun, oh and yes, one of the hot ed desk workers at work is the trainer.
I have a date Saturday night. I don't know how that is going to go. He was working at TeleTech with me, left today. He's going back to school soon. It's just a casual thing, but I'm still a bit wary of it. I don't like moving on so fast. Yes I'm furious with Paul, but at the same time I'm worried about him. Oh well.
I guess that's it for now. I know I had something to write about, but I have no idea what it was. Oh well. I'm going to go eat.
Dare You To Do It.How well do you know me? Guess you'll find out.
1. (2 Points) My name?
2. (4 Points) My last name?
3. (4 Points) Where do I live?
4. (1 Points) How long have we known each other?
5. (6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name
6. (1 Points) What is my job?
7. (2 Points) When was the last time we hung out?
8. (3 Points) What am I afraid of?
9. (2 Points) Do I smoke?
10. (3 Points) Do I drink?
11. (3 points) What is my favorite smell?
12. (1 Point) Do I have any siblings?
13. (2 Points) How many?
14. (2 Points) What's one of my favourite things to do?
15. (1 Points) How many piercings do I have?
16. (4 Points) How many tattoos do I have?
17. (3 Points) What's my favourite type of music?
18. (4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing?
19. (3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?
20. (2 Points) What's my favourite colour?
21. (3 Points) Name something that drives me crazy!
22. (4 Points) Name a useless piece of information you've picked up while reading my diary
23. (4 Points) What kind of shoes do I like to wear?
24. (4 Points) Do I have any pets?
25. (2 Points) What is my marital status?
26. (5 Points) How did I meet him?
27. (5 points) How tall am I?
28. (5 Points) What is one of my bad habits?
29. (3 Points) What is my insecurity?
30. (5 Points) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring?
