Eh? .. DYC ROCKED!Well guys, time for me to be a Jesus freak again, but you guys should be used to me by now coming back from these things all Jesus freaks .. But just a warning anyway. DYC rocked. I got to see all my friends from last year, and I met new ones too. I miss everyone already. Yay for me being the most known youth ever lol. Need a singer? Where's Kaitlyn? Need an MC for open mic? Kaitlyn's loud and outrageous, where's Kaitlyn? What's that? The worship team didn't show up? No band or singers? Kaitlyn, Chris, Ashley, Jen and Daniel to the rescue! Woohoo! It totally kicked ass guys. I can't wait till TEC, And Synod, and EVERYTHING ELSE lol. Dear God. I'm getting off of here before I embarrass myself!
You Messed Me Up ..Guys .. Can someone please slap me back to reality tomorrow out of this stupid depressive state. I can't stop it. No matter what I do I'm focused on the fact that I feel miserable. Guh. I've got stop it. I was fine most of the summer .. And even for a while at the beginning of school, but now I'm all depressed again. :o(. And someone needs to convince me that I'm not trying to get into a relationship right now. Remind me of how much I suck at them, and that I don't wanna end up like last year dependent on someone. Gah .. If I don't get shot back to reality soon I'm gonna do something stupid, and I don't wanna do it, but I have a feeling that my self-control is gonna wear out anytime now, and I don't want that to happen. I'm going crazy! FUCK!
OMG Here Comes Christie"Guh....b-nard just came in here again....*shudders*" (says Christie ..)... and that would be the whole of our French class .. B-nard stalking us in the computer room. Shoot us now .. Please .. PLEASE
Ugh ..*Yawn*. Kaitlyn need more sleep. Grrrr .. My stupid father just woke me up and told me that I wasn't allowed to sleep anymore .. Stupid parents. I hope you guys have had a better weekend than I have. Work, homework and scholarship essays all weekend. It sucks ass. I need to get out of this stupid house before I go nuts. And I still haven't gotten the stupid Physics done. I honestly tried. I read it over like a hundred times and I still don't get it. I give up, I'm never gonna get into Physics with you guys next semester. I just don't get any of it, and there's like no way I can get it done in time. Stupid damn Mr. Wood. If he had retired before last year I'd of been fine.
Oh, and guys, be warned .. My parents got all these stupid Dixie Chicks songs stuck in my head, and of course, it's country which means that it's all love sick songs and they're stuck in my head and you guys are gonna have to put up with Msn Names from bullshit songs lol. Sorry to put you through it, I really am!
Anyways, enough complaining for me, I've stuck too much of this stuff on you guys anyway.
What's Happening To Me ..Wow guys .. Look at this .. Two updates in one month. I think that may be a record. It's friggin midnight, and I just can't sleep. You guys might have noticed that I'm just a little stressed out lately, and honestly, I'm sorry if I've said anything to anyone or snapped at anyone or freaked out. The last few months have been kinda stressful. School at least seems to be going a bit better this year, except the damn Physics, which I just can't figure out for the life of me, and now I have like 2.5 months to finish it all or I'm not getting into Physics 12. Basically guys, that means that if I don't get my first unit done this weekend, I'm screwed .. And I need that course way too much to not get in, plus I had to pay money for this stuff and I can't afford that. Besides that I've been studying my ass off just to keep my pre-Cal mark up to par, and that's killing my other marks. I can't get any friggin Biology done with the amount of pre-Cal I'm doing. French at least seems easy for me so far and that's been better. Add a job to the mix that I have to keep according to my mother .. I have no time for anything. I can't do it all at once. I haven't done barely anything this year like I did last year. It's my graduating year and I'm not having fun at all. And in case you guys haven't noticed, I've got some fun rumors going around to go with them, and you know what, seeing as almost everyone seems to know now anyway .. I'm not straight. You guys deserve to know that. And trust me, telling your parents that not only are you not straight, but that you're bisexual is stressful as hell. My mom has made it clear the last few years how she feels about that stuff, and bisexual is even worse. To her it's a "teenage thing" I'll grow out of. You guys can take that as you want, but Christie and Karly already knew and I'm sorry for not exactly telling the rest of you. And no, me and Sam are not going out, contrary to popular belief it seems.
So basically guys, that's why I'm stressed out so much lately, and I'm really sorry if I take it out on any of you. Hopefully I can get over it all quick enough and everything can get back to normal. Anyways, I really have to try to get to sleep now, band in the morning eh? And I don't wanna be dead again tomorrow. Later guys.
Kjaerlighet's New Home Too :)Hi guys! Long time no write eh? Anyways .. I know you guys all heard about my fish that Karly's mom gave me .. And he got a new tank .. :) .. And he's now moved in too:) Yay for Kjaerlighet! Anyways .. He's not in my room anymore either. The new tank has a cover so my cat can't get him, and a filter too so that he gets better oxygen :). But .. Just a quick update about Kjaerlighet .. TTYL .. :)
