Miss Me When I'm Gone ..

Laptop Out Of Lockdown!

Yahoo! Kaitlyn is finally updating on her brand spankin' new shiny laptop! Yay for owning a computer that actually works. Finally. Anyways, not really much to update, I've pretty much spent the whole week packing and shopping, both with my mother, joy of all joys. Anyways, that's it for now I guess. Just wanted to update that I finally got my laptop ..

Lovely Weekend

Wow, so I've never realized how much stuff I have, and how much stuff I refuse to part with. I'm getting so depressed packing up my stuff, while my mom keeps yelling to throw out stuff. I'm such a packrat, but I'm just so attatched to all my memories. If I don't have my memories, what do I have? I'm big on pictures, and letters, and well everything that attatches me to my life, and my mom, wants to throw it all away. I got this big lecture the other day about how I'm clinging to memories that I shouldn't be, and that after I start school I'll never want to talk to my old friends ever again. She doesn't know me at all. She thinks my friends are disposable. Oh God I can barely deal with her these days. Honestly, pathetically enough, I don't want to go. I feel like I'm just not ready, but there's no way she's letting me stay here. Ugh. Guys, why can't life be simpler. I just want us all to stay together, and I don't want to leave a special someone behind here, I'm just not ready for any of this ..

I Am Slowly Going Crazy, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, SWITCH!

So Kaitlyn's world is spinning in circles, and she's getting uber nauseous, but she just can't stop the spinning .. Ugh. My parents are once again off the deep end pissed at me. For what this time you ask? I don't know. Honestly, my mom just came barging in here earlier saying I kicked my dad off the computer when he was doing work. Umm, my dad wasn't anywhere near the computer when I got on? I don't know where that came from, and my dad even told her no, it was ok, he had finished about ten minutes before I got on, but that was unacceptable. She seems to think he's too scared to tell me otherwise. What? Right .. My mother is officially nuts. Then about a half hour later, my dad comes in and flips out that I'm using "His family's computer" because apparantly it's not my family anymore. I tried to explain to them that maybe if they got my laptop out of lockdown and actually gave it to me I wouldn't use their computer, they weren't too impressed. What a shame. I almost care. Apparantly though, I get my laptop Friday night. That can not come soon enough. As soon as I have it, I'm outta here to somewhere that I can hook it up and use my stuff in peace. Sweetness. Other than that, not too much to report. Still at the stupid TeleTech job, having fun laughing at people calling in about their stuff not working, because I know mine still does :)

Alrighty, I Get It ..

Aaaaaalrighty then. I seem to have a few people complaining I'm not updating enough. Well then. I guess you guys now have to deal with my boring life! You can all thank Christie for this one especially, because she was the one who complained last. Hehehe, told you the shit had hit the fan :oP.
I looks like I won't be spending my last two weeks at home again. In order to quit my job and still get my letter for my student loans, I have to quit on Friday. My mother won't let me do that. She says if I do, I'm out again. Looks like I'm out. I need my two weeks, to get everything ready, see my friends, and pack, and really, I need to see someone special a few times, and I know my mother doesn't want to accept that, but she can get over it. I'd also have to work until three in the morning, and I'm not screwing up my sleep schedule anymore than I already have. I can't sleep at night as it is with all my sleep disorders, I don't need to mess it up more.
Last thing to talk about, is the other night. It was Karly's going away party. She leaves on Saturday for Taiwan, for a whole year. I'm going to miss her like hell! Last night was fun though, we went bowling and had pizza, and well, I got wrapped in rainbow streamers lol. I'm going to attach a picture so you can all laugh at me accordingly. I thought it was fun, but apparantly it was not a good idea. I came home, could barely move, and my mom almost passed out. Apparantly walking around in public covered in rainbow streamers, is not her idea of being subtle, and trying to hide myself. What a shame, too bad I don't care if anyone knows. Anyways, it's time for me to run. Gotta go see Karly, watch Big Brother and say my final good-byes. I guess you can start handing me some Kleenex for the tears now ..
Happy Christie?

Guess Who's Back ..

Back again .. Hehehe, excuse the old school horrible song lol, I just couldn't resist. Anyways, if you haven't figured it out by now, not only should you be shot for being stupid, but, I'M BACK. Yes, it's true, you will be able to catch up on your daily dose of Kaitlyn once again. Mahaha.
As per my last entry, yes I had a rough time last week, but all is back to normal today. My job at TeleTech = Boooooring. Hmm, let's just sit here and play on the computer and the phone all day shall we? Oh, there's a catch, you get paid for it. Aduh. This is my last week too :o) So it shall be fun!
I'm still in my house at the moment. It's been a quiet week, seeing as I was working, and my mom was organizing my Aunt's wedding (Which is finally over thank God!) So no one really saw each other much. Hopefully this will last until school. And speaking of school, my student loan came in. I am set for the year now! Oh yes. I am pumped. It was more than we expected, and covers all my bills. Hells yes, now all I need is money to actually have a life, which shouldn't be too hard.
Oh yeah, and just a quick side note, that thing I dreaded that happened, all resolved, so I'm good now.
Anyways, just a quick update, hope you guys didn't miss me too much when I was gone :oP.

Slight Break

Ok, so I know I've been avoiding updating, I'm sorry, I prmise I'll be back. The last few dyas have just been really rough on me, and I'm trying not to bitch about it on here. I started at TeleTech yesterday, moved back into my house. The whole moving back in has been rough, no one wants me here, and I know that, but I just had to be here. Also, something I've been dreading for a while finally happened today, so yeah. I'll probably disappear for a few days, but I'll be back, I promise.

Quick Update ..

Kaitlyn's day in short ..
Kaitlyn goes to TeleTech, Does testing gets job ..
Kaitlyn comes home, slightly happy, but feels like she sold her soul to the corporate world ..
Kaitlyn watches TV all afternoon while feeling like shit .. Stupid sick ..
Kaitlyn's aunt who's getting married bitches all lunch about Kaitlyn's mom being right .. WTF ..
Kaitlyn gets drug uptown to shop by grandmother, comes home fast due to feeling like shit ..
Kaitlyn's other aunt gets in car accident, is ok, but shaken up ..
Kaitlyn gets hair cut .. Looks ok ..
Kaitlyn quits Co-op (Yay!)
Kaitlyn's mother calls her, begs her to come home, Kaitlyn says no ..
Kaitlyn writes in blog.
Cody saves Kaitlyn from certain insanity by getting her AMSN
Good night.

Interesting Few Days ..

Lovely, so the last few days have been interesting. I've spent most of the time at my grandmother's house, which my parents can not find out, because if they do I'll be bitched at non stop until the end of time. I've found out that most of my family is on my side, except for the ones living in my house, and my aunt, however my aunt doesn't dare piss me off because I'm singing in her wedding, so she needs me. She doesn't seem to have any problem bitching to my grandmother about keeping me here, and trying to convince her that my mother is right. So far, my grandmother hasn't bitten, let's just hope it stays that way. I got some interesting news last night, that apparently my mom told her whole office I was an ungrateful little bitch, and just too lazy to get a job, but then she called me last night, totally unexpected, and denied it all. She also tried to feed me some shit about how she loves me and wishes she hadn't had to do what she did, but like I said, it's bullshit and I'm not listening. There's no way I'm going home after what she said, even after I am allowed in. I don't really care what she tries to do. The stuff she said was completely out of line, unnecessary, and had nothing to do with what she was supposedly kicking me out for. I'm not dealing with her anymore. If she wants to hate me and try to make my life miserable, she can do that from somewhere else, not in the comfort of my own home.
So besides staying at my grandmother's, I've spent the last few nights hanging out with Karly. I swear she's a lifesaver these days, helping to keep me sane, and keeping me where my mom won't find me. In fact, my mother thinks I'm still staying there. It can stay that way.
So yeah, I guess the last few days haven't been that bad over all. Yeah, it is rough not being allowed in my house, but it's kind of easier. I really do wish I had a family that loved and accepted me, but I know now that it's definitely impossible. Supposedly, I'm allowed back in after I get a job, but I can't go back. Not with the restrictions she's put on my life. I'm supposedly not allowed to talk to the most important people in my life, and well I'm not dealing with that. Yes, as my mother she had every right to yell at me for something I did, but not to bring anyone else into it, so that's just going to be the end of it.
Oh yes, and tomorrow I have to go to Teletech. Apparently I have to do some testing, which according to my cousin is just finding out if I can type, turn on a computer, do simple stuff. After that, I should start training on Monday. I wouldn't have even known they called me if my brother hadn't bothered to tell me online, and even then he told me off afterwards! At first, he was all upset about me leaving, but now he never wants to see me again. I guess my whole family hates me now .. Oh well ..

Out

So, quick version of my night coming up. Last night my mother officially kicked me out of my house. It was interesting. Here's how it goes.
I called Elaina last night to talk to her about something that was going on. About an hour later I felt a bit better, but decided to go outside to sit out on the swing and calm down. Little did I know that my mother was already outside. As soon as I walked out the door she started going on about how she was going to get me up at 7 in the morning to go get a new job. I tried to explain to her, I'm waiting for a place to call me for an interview, because I'm like guaranteed to get in, good pay, good hours, no complaints. She freaked out and said that I couldn't afford to wait for calls. After that I came online long enough to ask Cody if he wanted to go for a walk. After a walk/drive with Cody, I was calm enough to go home, and the minute I walked in the door my mom started in on me again, only this time it was worse. She started going on about how she spent 18 years working everyday to build up a reputation and I was ruining it when I was leaving in a month. I still haven't figured out how I'm ruining her reputation, but I'm assuming she's reffering to my not being straight, because there was a little argument after that. After that she ordered me to go get a shower and some clothes together for the morning, because I was getting dropped off uptown, and wasn't allowed home until I got a job, and that if I didn't have one by Friday, then not to bother ever coming back. Then she left. I called my friend, told her the story, and we decided I would spend the night there. As I was leaving, my mom told me not to bother coming back. Ever. Fine with me.
I wish I could say that I wish it never happened, but life's so much quieter without her. I still went job hunting again today, just in case, but all my friends, and even family back me up on this. The only thing that sucks, is that if she decides not to give me my money for University, I can't go. I guess I'm just waiting for her to call and tell me that now I guess.
Anyways, I stayed at Karly's last night, might tonight too. I guess we'll see what happens after that. Until I find out, you guys can call my cell if you need me .. 664-7199 ..