Thank God For Mallory!Well, I managed once again to mess up my blog, so I had to call on Mallory to fix it for me :o) Thakn you Mallory, I wouldn't be on here without you lol. So thanks to Mallory, This should look normal again ...
349 DAYS TILL CAMP!!
Blah ..Well, I've had a really "blah" day. All I really did was sit around. Except when I made squares :o). I actually managed to make squares .. and have them taste alright .. And not burnt .. And the house not burnt lol. It was really weird!! Anyways. That was the highlight of my day. Exciting eh? I'm still really sick. I'm coughing a lot but I can kinda almost breathe right now :o). It's different, being able to breathe. It just doesn't feel normal anymore lol. And I'm starting to think that my ear will be plugged up forever and I'll never be able to hear right. But oh well!! Anyways, Off to Neopets I go!!
Sick As A DogWell, I know it's been a while since I updated .. But I've been really sick. Well at first, I was practically ok, I just had a throat infection that had spread to my ears with a fever .. And it hurt, but then the stupid doctor at the hospital gave me the wrong antibiotics and they made me soo sick. I was throwing up for two days straight. It was gross. When I took them at first, I was ok, and Shawn came over to see me when I was sick (Aww so cute lol), But then I got this huge pain in my stomach and had to run away and tell him he had to go home cuz I was gonna thow up, and of course I did. And it never stopped! Gah! So it's been interesting .. But I went to another doctor last night, and he said that I never needed any drugs that strong and told me to stop them and gave me more gentle drugs :o). So now .. If my breakfast stays down, ALL BETTER :o)
Home :o( ..Well camp was awesome, except, I found out that one of my close friends has cancer. In her brain. :*o(. This is so sad. She has less than a 50% chance of living :o(. I can't even write anymore ..
Woohoo For Camp!!Well, like I said I'm at camp .. but my councelour is nice enough to let us use her laptop, and the school we're staying at is just like Harry Potter!! They have prefects and head boys and girls!! It's hilarious. Turns out that one of my friends has cancer, but she's taking it well, but I gotta go!!
Newfoundland? No .. You Can't Do That To MeNewfoundland. Total other province. Holy shit.
Yeah so today Shawn came to my house while I packed and stuff .. To go to camp tomorow .. Which reminds me, I won't be on here for a week because I'll be at camp, and on the way home me and my mom started talking about next year. See next year, I'm supposed to be a C.I.T. (Counselour in training), and I told mom that and she said I might not be going to camp next year. Well me being me I just said of course I will and then she decides to spring on me that I might be moving to Newfoundland. NEWFOUNDLAND. FUCK. She can't do that to me. I know, I'm being selfish, and I feel bad. Apparantly she applied for a job down there at a college, and for the first time in my life, we wouldn't be poor. It would be nice to have money, but all my friends are here. I've lived in this general area my whole life. Everyone I know is here, and Shawn is here. Shawn. That would be the worst. Leaving the love of my life behind. Jesus, I mean I'm crying right now about going to camp for a week and missing him. What about not seeing him like ever. I can't afford to fly down and see him and it's a two day drive to get here from there. I don't think I could take it. I'm way too shy to make all new friends. And too add to that, I have a fear of being alone. Just great eh? My mom says she doesn't think she'll get the job, but who knows? She said that me and Shawn would never last, and that I wouldn't go to camp this year, and that we wouldn't move so far out of town, and all of those things happen. I can't take this, I really can't.
Canada DayWell, yesterday was Canada Day, and for me, it was boring. Shawn came and got me at like one and we spent most of the day walking around. Then we went to the concert at my school, and it was wicked. The best band was
The Sounds Of Silence <-- That's their website. Go to it. Now.