CSI/L Word/Take Back The NightHowdy guys! Amazingly enough, this is three entries in one week! Can you tell I'm bored at school? Anyways, I'm still working at getting over this whole doctor thing, waiting for my blood test results and I go to the specialist on Wednesday. I started my new meds the other night, and I was high as a kite. It's gonna be interesting, I was just giggling and laughing, and well, I was high lol, but that's all I wanna say about this whole sick thing, cuz I don't wanna think about it.Last night, was CSI and the L Word premiere! Christie came over to watch CSI in my room, and then we went over to another dorm to watch the L Word. It was uber fun (Yes I just said uber!). There was a hell of a lot of people there, and we were all so loud, and it really was a good change, something to keep my mind off of so many things. Christie finally got a semi decent picture together too lol, so I might post that. I think I'm gonna start posting more pictures, just because they amuse me, and it'll be nice to look back on them actually see what went on. Anyways, we also had a really entertaining time bitching about guys, and homophobes, and well, everything. We drove Christie back to her University (After Elise had an embarrassing encounter with a girl on her floor, which involved her kissing Elise, poor girl), and then came back here. We've planned from now on for CSI/L Word every Thursday, and movie nights too! Yay for living on a campus full of gay people. Also, tonight is the "Take Back The Night" march here in Halifax! It's a march against violence towards women, and basically, we get a bunch of women (and some guys too) to march down the streets of the city! It's gonna be a blast, even though I'm sick, with a cold and can't breathe. Blah. I guess this is the end of my entry guys. Have cool ass weekends, have fun, and be safe guys, Hehe, I'm such a dork!
Lightheaded KaitlynWell guys, here I am again. I'm still really upset about this whole doctor thing, having a really rough time. I went and got my blood tests done today (15 vials of blood missing = a very dizzy and tired Kaitlyn). I'm still lightheaded, and my arm hurts like hell. It's been a long day, and tomorrow I'm staying out of classes to sleep, because I already passed out once today, don't need to do that in class. Anyways, just wanted to keep you guys updated. I need some more rest and stuff.
Bad News ..Well guys, I come once again bearing bad news about my health. Yesterday morning I went to the doctor on campus. You guys most likely remember my scary time last year when I was hooked up to IV's and stuff, and well we didn't know what was wrong. Well what I was diagnosed with was Erythema Nodosum. Really, it's a symptom of an underlying disease, and my doctor ignored that and never did my tests for what I could have. There's a whole list of things it could be. Basically I found out yesterday that it could be too late to treat it. We don't know what it is yet, and we're testing, but there's a good chance that I've had some major problem for years, and my doctor did nothing, and it's too late. I'm understandably upset. I spent all day crying yesterday, called my parents, who surprisingly enough cared and started crying, and are coming into the city tomorrow to help me out with some stuff. Now I'm down to just being scared for my life. I get my blood tests tomorrow, and I have to go to a specialist sometime soon, and then, who knows. It's scary as hell guys, so wish me luck.
My University Living ..Well, I've been doing pretty good at avoiding posting since I started classes. Woops. Hehe, I do have excuses though! I promise! And good ones! Classes are so annoying. I've learned to live for Fridays, because not only does it usually mean that I get to sleep in (yay!), but it also means I could be in Amherst, seeing people I love (Obviously not my family!). Speaking of Amherst, I'm going back again this weekend. I know, I know, I'm being a goof and going back to often, but I have to. It should be an interesting weekend seeing as my mother has made it clear she doesn't want me there, but oh well. I am going anyways, wish me luck :).
In other news, I do believe my room is almost completely pride territory! I think the whole campus knows I'm gay .. Hmm. I live in rainbow. Hehehe. It's amusing. Also, Elise, Elaina and I had some fun the other day. Said fun did not include draping a rainbow flag over a statue of the Virgin Mary and taking pictures though, and said pictures would not be included in this post :). Hehe. I feel so evil.
I think this is the end of my post. I seem to be boring lately. Maybe I can come back from Amherst with more fun kicked out stories! Have great weekends people, I will talk to you all soon!
Phew, That Update Was Needed ..Ok guys, I know I've been slacking on the updates since University, but can you blame me? I'm so damned busy! I've got no time to myself, and the precious little time I have is spent to trying to talk to you guys and catch up, one person especially, so I haven't really written anything of my college experiences I guess!
I've been having fun I guess. I love the environment, people are so supportive, people like me for who I am, and I've never yet had one person yell at me for my sexuality. I really miss some of you though. I visited ARHS today, it's gone to the shits. You know we're not even allowed in there? Technically, if you don't go there, the hall moniter will kick you out. HALL MONITER. What the hell, and it's a hundred times stricter, and ugh. I'm glad we're not there. I had to like sneak around (While hanging out with my little brother, as well as Christie's), and hide from her. The teachers all love to see us though, and won't kick us out. Stupid High School.
Anyways, at University, I've been meeting people, starting classes, yadda yadda yadda .. But I've also been having fun with some of the liberties I never had here. Kaitlyn's = Rainbow Paradise! Oh yes, I have rainbow steamers, a rainbow flag, and a Brokeback Mountain poster. I promise I'm only a little out! My whole campus pretty much knows, seeing as I have a rainbow arm band, and a belt, and I'll sit and tell you about my girlfriend for hours. Hehehe, I love it. I love being able to be out, and safer.
I've made some new friends in my classes, and even got asked to run for student council. I'm still debating that, not sure if I want to or not, but I might. We'll see how it goes. I'm also the captain of the "Keith's/Mount Cup" team in my house. It's awesome. I love not being judged!
Anyways, I'm home for the weekend now, enjoying spending time with people I haven't seen in a while, saw Kristy today at the school, and having a blast with my little brother (Who is totally cool by the way, I discovered this a little while ago..). Hope you're having fun wherever you are!
One Week, Almost ..Ok, so as of tomorrow (Well actually, like 40 minutes), I will have been here at the Mount for a week. I am so unimpressed. I want to go home. It's not that I don't like University, it's ok, I just want my friends back, and for some of the people here to disappear. My mother is still crying everytime I call home, apparantly she misses me? How can she miss me when I leave by choice, but not when she kicks me out? Argh, I don't wanna try to figure her out. Some of you guys have been kinda missing lately too. Not only do I not see you anymore, but you're not online a lot either, you need to fix that. We have to refuse to fall out of touch! I'm hoping we can all get together at Christmas, but I've said that a few times lol.
Anyways, I'm out guys, got some stuff to do. Gotta start reading the Psyc, Stats and Feminism books I have for classes, oh yeah and by the way, THANK GOD FOR MR.G. He may have made French in ARHS a living hell, but my SECOND YEAR French class is learning our grade 10 stuff. Can you say Kaitlyn's sleeping through it?
Homesick ..Well guys, It turns out I really should not have let myself leave town this year. I'm a total wreck, want to go home, and I miss everyone. My mom has cried everytime I called home saying she missed me. It's ridiculous. She apprantly misses me. Argh, I just want to see everyone. I got to see Christie and Mal, and Elaina's here with me, but I miss my friends who are in grade 12 now, and you guys who are further away. We need to do movie night when we're all home for Christmas ok? Hopefully by then I'll be more ok ..
New Surroundings ..Well guys this is my first post from the new dorm room. Exciting? No. Pretty much it's been boring as hell. I moved in yesterday, got all my stuff unpacked and all that jazz, then helped Elaina unpack (Which actually means I sat in her room and avoided Frosh stuff. Then Elaina and I kicked around the dorms for a little while while I met some new people, and eventually went to the hypnotist. That was fun, wathcing people pretend to be in a porno and stuff. Oh God, it was the funniest thing I've ever seen in my life. Damien the hypnotist = a God lol. Anyways, just a quick update to show I'm still alive. I hope you're all having fun with your University stuff!
Moving Out Tomorrow ..Jeez. I'm freaking out right now. Less than twelve hours from now, I'll be out into the world, at university, and on my own. It's scary as hell. You'd think with all the shit that's happened this year at home that I would be waiting for this, but really, I wish I didn't have to go. Sure it'll be nice to be rid of my parents, and this town, but there's so much that I'm leaving behind. There are people I'm leaving behind that I'm really not ready to, some more than others.
Anyways, I've got to go finish my packing. I guess this is going to be my last update in my house. After this, I'll be updating from Mount Saint Vincent University ..
